hoping for a glittering future

I am tired of being ignored by some people online. I have them as a friend on fb or twitter or whatever.com and maybe they once talked to me but now they don't reply to anything I say or comment on! A sensible person would just delete them but I would feel too guilty! I hate being ignored especially when I make the effort to write something! Its probably not gonna be about anyone reading this blog right now, its other people.

I need a man to come into my life just totally randomly and change my whole life. Its weird that slightly fucked up to think that would be the answer to everything but its all I want really at the moment :(

D xx

Today is Pride in London and I am one of the few gays not going. Loads of really lovely people invited me to events at it or wanted to meet me from twitter and stuff. I feel quite honoured that anyone would want too :)

I don't think I could handle it to be honest, all the crowds etc but I do support it and I really want to go one day, I always say next year! Maybe I will one year.

All of my friends are tied up busy and could not go with me even if I wanted to push myself and hate doing stressful things all by myself

So feeling a little tearful and isolated today and makes me realise my life is far from normal but hope the people who are at Pride today know I am with them in spirit!

D xx
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