hoping for a glittering future

I have facebook, twitter and livejournal (hardly ever update it anymore) and they are all really busy places these days and I need a private place to write my thoughts and feelings and to escape. I am aiming to keep this place fairly secret apart from some people and people who randomly find me or find me through google friends connect. I am going to aim not to broadcast the url of it publicly which will be hard for me with my big mouth.

I am happy-go-lucky and cheerful and positive 90% of the time but sometimes I need to get out my feelings and thoughts.

In the last year my health has improved somewhat and in some ways its more frustrating. I now feel a bit jealous and envious of what friends are doing and want to be doing those things! I want to work or study during the day and bitch about my boss and secretly twitter or facebook or text friends and then come home and have crazy fun times with my ideal soulmate. I think it will come, I just have to wait (maybe?)

D xx