I'm not quite so well, I thought you should know :(

Times are crappy at the moment! My best friend just lost her father to cancer last week and a friend of the family has her son in a coma at the moment. He is a 32 year old Dr, who was beaten up on the way home in central london and has been all over the local news and newspapers. Its very sad. I had met him once before and after a week still in a total coma. They stole money and phone but was all the violence worth that?



Anyway my best friends father's funeral is this week sometime. I wanna go but not sure. My health is crappy. We will see what happens! Also there is major building work going on to the house which is really stressful. I am cracking up physically and emotionally :( I don't feel well and anxiety is really bad plus feeling miserable and sad! I don't feel like doing anything or challenging myself at all anymore



Apart from my brilliant 30th birthday party this year, 2009 Is turning into the worst year ever! Which is ironic because getting my fortune told in May 2008 said it would be a brilliant year and transformational for the better and back to normal life!



To be honest at the moment I don't think anything could get any worse! I am still thinking about getting cognitive behavioural therapy. You gotta make changes to get changes but to be honest I want things to settle down a bit first!



I just want to be miserable on my own in a quiet place, I really deserve better from karma by now :(



D xx

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update:- feeling a bit better then when I wrote this earlier! hoping good things now enter my life :)

4 comments:

Margo said...
August 7, 2009 at 11:26 PM  

Comfortable in our own discomfort is sometimes the best you get - but only for awhile.
It'll turn around.
You might have to make it turn around.
Go outside when the sun shines - it'll change you life if only for a few precious moments.
And then come back in and blog about it.

I can't get enough of you - write more Daniel

Jeffery said...
August 12, 2009 at 1:18 AM  

Take it from someone who's had a crap year things do turn around. Lean on family and friends when you need to do so. Having a great support system is what it's all about.

Chris said...
September 7, 2009 at 4:13 AM  

Hope you're better now.

Oh, and as you're in the UK you may refer to the US holiday today as "Labour Day". No one will berate you if you do. I'm a transplanted American and that's how I spell it now...

Daniel said...
January 17, 2010 at 6:48 PM  

thanks you all and thanks Margo! I will try to update more regularly xxx

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